It's Getting Old....

Is it going to get any colder this winter before we get to spring?

Are we going through this depression, or will we pull out at some point?

Is the New World Order going to happen right away, or do I have to look at the gradual signs for a few more years?

Is my income going to be enough to support myself, or should I just go ahead and give up?

Am I going to get sick, or do I have to live with worry much longer?

Will I get to go/see places I want to go/see, or just think about being there?

How are my favorite TV shows going to end? Can I know now, or do I have to wait until they are done or until I have time to watch to the end?

Is there anything I can do to stop thinking about these things and just go with it? It seems like maybe with it just being cold I'm constantly thinking about stuff like this b/c it feels like a time of looking ahead rather than living now. Summer is more living now. It seems like in summer, you can do what you want when you want and you have no worries! BUT the problem is that I would be too concerned about looking forward to spring/summmer, and then when it got hot I would be ready for fall/winter.....and the cycle continues. It's just not fun.

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I dreamed last night I was hanging out with a President. I say 'a' and not 'the' b/c it was a guy that I made up. He was a new President...we were somewhere in Texas....and he got tired of waiting so he got behind the wheel of his own limo and took it for a drive. I was in the passenger seat...and was freaked out when at one point when he hopped out to see if a hummer limo was unlocked, and I thought I heard gunshots. But he wasn't scared. He got back in b/c there was no secret service around to unlock it and we went back joyriding. I think there was fried chicken and me looking for a bathroom at one point....but that could have been a second dream I had later......... Somewhere along the way we broke down or ran out of gas and had to walk. When I woke up, I had the 'My Buddy' doll commercial/song in my head. I swear. So I changed it to 'My President Buddy and Me!'